Bad Timing

When changing your email address, remember to tell EVERYONE.

I checked an old Yahoo account today, only to find an email from a month ago from Jeff. Feeling quite the jerk, I emailed him today from the new account.

It was odd, because out of the blue I was thinking about him the other day. I happened to be listening to Aerosmith, which I hadn't in a long time. It reminded me of when we saw them in concert, and how I missed Joe Perry smashing his guitar. I will always be angry that I missed it...

I also realized how much I miss Jeff. We were great friends until grade 12, when we started to drift apart. I didn't think much of it at the time, but looking back I wish it had turned out differently.

I miss our dinner dates at Kelsey's, and driving around listening to Aerosmith and Fleetwood Mac. I miss our horror movie fests, and our inside jokes.

I always had a sort of unrequited crush on him, which he never knew about. Do I wish I had of acted on it? I'm not sure. We had a comfortable relationship, albeit sort of shallow, and I didn't want to ruin it. Everyone always thought we were dating, or at least sleeping together.

I eventually got over my feelings for him, which were never that strong anyways. I miss his friendship, and hope that we can pick up our relationship again, even though we're kilometers apart.