I miss April.

I didn't realize how much I missed her until last week. She was supposed to come up with her father, and she was hoping to drop by and see me. Except she didn't. It wasn't her fault, the farm got a shipment of baby turkeys in and her Dad couldn't come up that day.

And at that moment, I realized how much I missed her.

While she drove me crazy at school, I needed her. We had an instant connection, which I've never had with anyone. It was always amusing when people would ask us how long we'd been friends, and we would reply that we'd only known each other since orientation. We've also been mistaken for sisters or cousins.

In the beginning of summer it was kind of nice to have to see her every day, but now I yearn for her presence. I want the phone to ring and hear her voice, I want to open the door and find her standing there.

I miss watching General Hospital with her, yelling at the characters and making bad jokes. I miss being able to repeat bad lines to her in the grocery store, making her crack up and have everyone turn and look.

The one thing I don't miss is Will. That's the only thing about living with April next year. He will be there almost all of the time. I feel guilty for secretly wishing that they will break up over the summer, but I can't help it. I also feel guilty to cackling madly when she emails and mentions that they had a fight. A large part of me is really, really hoping that they break up over the summer. I'm eviiiiiiiiil.

In the Look At the Random Crap I Bought!! catagory:

Librarian Action Figure

I am highly, highly excited. Sadly...