March 15, 2004

Sargeant Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band

Since Meg so kindly asked for an update on LibraryBoy, here it is:

Nada. Nothing. Zilch. Jackshit.

So this morning April phoned to say she wasn't going to class yet again, so I was on my own. I left, hoping to see LibraryBoy on the way, but nope. All the way to class I'm thinking,

//If I see him in the hallway, I'll suck it up and ask him out. Really I will. Or not. Maybe not...but I should! I've had enough pining away! So I'll do it...or not...//

And it went on like this the entire walk to the library. Then, of fucking course, he didn't come to our classes today. Dammit! I had half the nerve to actually ask him out!

And then class started, and I got lost in the world of Library of Congress Subject Headings, and how to form geographic headings.

I allllllmost told April about my crush on LibraryBoy on Friday, but then didn't. Or was it Saturday? I can't remember. Either way, I almost told her. We got on the subject of a woman in our class, who used to be really nice to us and now even rarely says hello. She and LibraryBoy are friends, and April has thought for months that they were sleeping together. I guess in her world men and woman can't be just friends...anyways, then she started in on how she thought they were sleeping together, so I just shut up about the whole thing.

So, I'm still pining away.

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